Oh my f-ing shit, I love chip-tunes. How did I forget that?! Listening to one as I'm writing this, so apologies if it comes off weird.

Anyway, hello again me from the future. I haven't spoken to you in, I'm guessing, 2 months. (yes, actually I can check, but I'm not going to.) I have "failed" to defend my masters right on schedule. They've taken it easier than expected. Still wish I could have told them the truth. It's my life after all- if I want to be an uneducated ass, I should have that right. I'm  getting an"employee review" at work, which usually (so they tell me) means I'll be getting more money. (my chip-tune is over, the silence makes me sad. hold this thought, I'll go get another one. right, I'm back.) Since we last spoke, I've been moved up to a better office (it's still the same open-planning shit, but I'm guessing that's never changing- our COO, pretty much the #2 in a company of 40-odd employees is seated right there in the same room- his chair is better, I'm guessing his computer is better, but his desk is just the same size)
I've met, crushed on, and got better from a girl my age- she's cool, probably too cool for me, and already dating someone, but we have really nice chats. A couple of weeks ago I might have said this could be the Beginning of a Beautiful Friendship, but now I'm not so sure. We'll see.
Another girl, young and not my type, but of interests similar to mine came in, worked for a week and was fired. Sad that- she just figured out she wanted to be a programmer. And now she can't. That being said, it sounds like she wasn't very good at learning to be one, so... I don't even know what I should feel, I've settled on "sad". Which I guess is my default.
That brings us to the next thing- I'm wring this at 3 AM (oh, look- Pi Time) in my room, while there are people downstairs having fun. I've been feeling kinda depressed all day, and I don't know why. I have realized I was too busy and or tired to feel depressed in the last month or two, and now it's back with a vengeance. I'm hoping I've just had too much human contact, but I know it's not that.
I'm out of chip-tune again, which means I've been wring this for 20 minutes now, so I'm wrapping up.