Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Back again

Dear Future Self,

Once again I am 1 year closer to being you. I have no idea what we talked about last time, and don't want my perceptions contaminated (although I'll probably read up after this.) Which kinda means that I'm not 100% on what's new. I'm in therapy again, not that it seems to be doing me much good. Boris moved into my flat with his girlfriend. I'm still not 100% whether she is slightly abusive, or simply a good, if a tad paranoid, organizer. Either way, he's overworked and underfunded. Hopefully that will change now that the school year is over.
They gave me a raise at work, about time. My work ethic has not improved though, as I'm writing this at the orifice, during work hours
I'm trying to curb my gaming addiction with the help of my friend Boris, with varied success. I always knew I was "addicted", but it's only now that I realize how much I really am.

[At this point I went away to a lunch-event, tried to ask our Bookkeeper, Kate, out, got rejected and now feel like I want to whine a bunch. Maybe being aware will keep me honest, or maybe I'll still whine. Caveat Emptor]

That brings me neatly to make [lack of] love life. I've had mom's friends try to set me up (that turned out to be a non-starter) Boris set me up (That... turned out pretty weird, we still text, but she doesn't want to hear or see me. I'm kinda "over it", but it's not like I have someone better to chat with) and tried to ask out a grand total of 2 people on my own, both declined.
I have not signed up for the gym, though I have opened the cycling season (yesterday in fact, so in the grand tradition of Me Cycling, my butt hurts now.)
Let's see what else, what else? I switched phone brands (I now have an iPhone 6) It's in may way better, but you also run into some weird restrictions every now and again. And an iPad. I'm not a fan of the tablet  form factor though.
Oh, there was this un-funny story about how I bough 5 dozen socks. I had a fresh pair every day for, like, 2 months. Kinda wish I bough 5 dozen  Boxers, TBH.
Related to that, I spent over 1k euros that month. No more e-shopping for me!
I'm not sure if I told you about going to Stockholm last year with my folks, but the expericne was so disappointing I'm going mountaineering with them this year. WTF is wrong with me?
I kinda feel like nothing else happened during the last year, but maybe something will come to me.

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