You know, I always enjoy going back and reading these, even though they are, at times, whiny garbage. So I should write more.
Let's see last entry was 4 months ago, so... I guess nothing out of the ordinary happened. Still holding on to my job, which is nice. Started (or continued) going to the gym at least (and for the most part exactly) once a week. I'm trying to interact with women more, not very successfully. Of course that depends on how one measures success, I figure just going in and being rejected is a small victory in my case. I may either have regained my computer (or, well, got a new one) or it was taken away and I now have a worse one (intentionally) depending on how much of this story I already expressed. I don't feel like this is a win.
Mom is doing some Zen-Tangle thing nearby, and thinks that it might also be a useful pursuit for me. I am not so sure- on one hand I have zero interest in the activity, on the other hand I could use some zen, you know. And on the gripping hand, I need a good way to demonstrate value, being able to draw would check that box. So maybe I should go try it. toodles.